Feeling lost !! Lost my father a year ago and feel as if I have lost a part of myself. Short tempered, critical, negative thinking etc etc. Just not happy about myself and have low self esteem. I care too much, and am easily hurt by the words of others. Want people to like me, but don't like myself, so how can anyone like me. Insecure about everything. Am also falling out with certain people in my life. Most of them are people that probably aren't good friends anyway.
I just feel that everything is chaos in my life at the moment. Want to find balance, happiness and inner peace. Want to like myself again. Don't want to worry so much about things, and what people think of me. I would really like it if I could just NOT care so much sometimes.
